I dream about being with you forever
The fact that my mother will be home soon and that means I have to put pants on makes me so sad :(((
me 5 minutes ago: no more junk food. no more eating in general unless i’m literally like starving.
me right now: hmmm that ice cream sounds really good.
the sad thing is that I’ll most likely go get some ice cream.
UGH I’VE GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT. FUUUUUUUCK DUDE.
I could really use a friend right now. I know nobody is there, but I just feel so hopeless. I want to believe that everything is going to be alright, but underneath I just keep telling myself that I’ll never do anything worth while. I’ll rot here. Everybody will be successful and I’m just that girl that’s biggest accomplishment is getting out of bed in the afternoon.
I don’t know what else to do.
I can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel.
Everything is pitch black, and I’m scared.
Things have been really bad here, so I decided to pack up and move 1,200 miles away all by myself. I’m terrified, but I’ll get through it. Wish me luck! I’ll update ASAP.
HOW IS EVERYBODY?!